Friday, April 08, 2005

Cycles

I've always believed (or want to believe) that things go into cycles; good luck follows bad luck, it's always darkest before the dawn and so on. So at this point, with my PayPal standing at an all time low; with work being strenuous and the bosses there being even more shambolic than usual; with my finances being in the shit; with my search for a new place not bearing fruit yet; and with the knowledge that Mr. Fuckyoua is still around....

I just have to wait it out. It's times like this that I almost wish I had a girlfriend or something.

It's also times like this that make me realise the bad things about eventually living solo. Not the bills or whatever; it's knowing that I won't be able to get up very early and chat to my friends. Or maybe get a bit of Monita Rajpal on CNN in the mornings before I leave for work.

Damn, this is depressing. I've got to cheer up.

2 comments:

The Archivist said...

Why won't you be able to get up early and chat to your friends or watch Monica Rajpal?

I hope the search goes well, man.

Cindylover1969 said...

Because this PC I use isn't mine, and because there's no guarantee I'll be able to transfer the cable system.