Friday, April 08, 2005


I've always believed (or want to believe) that things go into cycles; good luck follows bad luck, it's always darkest before the dawn and so on. So at this point, with my PayPal standing at an all time low; with work being strenuous and the bosses there being even more shambolic than usual; with my finances being in the shit; with my search for a new place not bearing fruit yet; and with the knowledge that Mr. Fuckyoua is still around....

I just have to wait it out. It's times like this that I almost wish I had a girlfriend or something.

It's also times like this that make me realise the bad things about eventually living solo. Not the bills or whatever; it's knowing that I won't be able to get up very early and chat to my friends. Or maybe get a bit of Monita Rajpal on CNN in the mornings before I leave for work.

Damn, this is depressing. I've got to cheer up.


The Archivist said...

Why won't you be able to get up early and chat to your friends or watch Monica Rajpal?

I hope the search goes well, man.

Cindylover1969 said...

Because this PC I use isn't mine, and because there's no guarantee I'll be able to transfer the cable system.